| well... it has been a really long time since I have checked in here... not much has happened though... I started a new job that I am not real fond of... and had some really rough times with my family. My aunt died, and then a couple days later my boyfriends dad died at the same time that my best friends dad was in the hospital because he had fallen off a roof! How often does that happen??!?!?!? Any way... check in with me on my myspace.... I check that about everyday!!! <3 AJ http://www.myspace.com/itzgot2bme
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| So... nothing new here... I got officially registered for my fall classes today... and I start on September 5th... I am super excited to get back to school... I just want to get it all over with... I have about 6 years of school left to get my degree... my interships mostly finished and begin work on my physicians license... so I just want to get through it all...
but that is about all there is to report from here... It has been a little rocky with a few people recently.. but I am hoping that it all works out... I have already lost my best friend from before I moved... since she wants nothing to do with me now.. but that is a different story.. so I am just hoping that everything else continues to go well for the time being... I should know by Wednesday at the latest about my job... so keep your fingers crossed everybody... I need this one!!!
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| well... hola kiddos... there is not alot to report here... I quit my job at hot topic and came back to o-town for the time being.... so yay... back in ks...
I am not to sure how well this is actually going to work out... i was excited... but things just arent the same anymore... i dont know why i thought that it would.. but i guess we will see... most of "my friends" havent even made an attempt to talk to me since i have been here... so i dont yet.. but i may just land right back in san diego....
toodles....
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| today is my last day at home ;-( well... last morning... my plane leaves at 12:20... and I really dont want to go.. I hate California... I have had more fun here in the last 3 days than I have in Cali in the last 10 months.... I want to move back... but I am afraid to tell my dad.... I feel like I am still 12 years old.. being afraid of my parents...lol...
I hope it all works out......
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| so... i am officially over california.... i just can't stand it here anymore... everyday i put on a brave face just to spend another day alone... everyday i go to work and some one will ask me what is wrong .. because apparently i look as disgusted as i feel..... and no matter how frusterated i am .. or angry... i never have an answer for them...
because what are you supposed to say to them??? everyone has those moments when they feel overly dramatic and feel the need to tell everyone just how much they hate their lives....
so even when its real.. no one believes...
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